HELP,HELP, HELP, HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!

HELP, HELP, HELP, HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!

I have a drug addiction. I see this
drug as being a “boogey man, a monster” that has full control
over me. I want to be free but can't get free.

I am addicted to cigarettes. I've tried
to stop over and over again, but to no avail.

I am a sex addict. I have an insatiable
desire for sex. I can't get enough sex, it's like a fire that won't
go out in me.

I am a alcoholic. I tried to stop
drinking, been to rehab and AA and still I can't get free of this
addiction.

I love pornography. I really get
thrills and turned on when I watch videos of other couples of
threesomes engaging in sexual activity. It's a desire that I cannot
get enough of.

I am a pedophile and love watching
children play sex acts. It makes me feel good and in control when I
take control of little children and use and abuse their bodies for my
sexual lusts.

I am a habitual liar. I feel that it is
necessary for me to survive and necessary for me to succeed in life.
I can not let people know the truth about me and the secrets that I
have. I have to cover up with lies. I don't see how I can live
without lying.

I just want to be loved. The way I
dress, the pictures and poses that I post on Facebook all make a
statement that I want to be loved and that I w ant to give my self
away to some body, any body, who ever comes along and grab me. My
loneliness has really got a hold of me and I'm reaching out to the
world for someone to come and get me, rescue me or to show me some
love and affection. Can't you tell by my pics and photos, the look in
my eyes, my lips or hips. Can't you tell by the things that I write?

i'm hurt, I'm angry and mad at
everybody and mad at the world. I've been hurt so much and don't
really give a heck about life or any body. Sometimes I just want to
get off this merry-go-round of life. I feel hopeless, useless,
unpurposeful.

I'm unhappy, sad, hurt, angry and
bitter all at the same time. I've been emotionally, physically ,
mentally and verbally abused. I've been called every thing but what
my name is on my birth certificate. I've been left to feel like I'm
nothing and nobody, like a piece of trash and been tossed away like a
used tissue. But if they come back to me and say that they love me, I
will take them back, knowing in my heart that they will only do the
same thing again.

I have homosexual tendencies that I
continue to fight, I'm afraid to let any one know that I have
homosexual tendencies. This inner and metal war is driving me crazy
and really stressing me out.

HELP, HELP, HELP, AND MORE HELP is
available and readily accessible to any one who really wants it. Ask
any former drug addict that got delivered and set free from drugs
without going to rehab, a twelve-step program, detox or some other
kind of program, about how they got free and they will tell you that
they got sick and tired of being sick and tired of being sick and
tired. They will tel you that one day they had an encounter with God
while in the alley, their bedroom or at the cheap dirty motel, and
they cried out to God with a fiery desperation and cried “GOD HELP
ME, PLEASE GOD HELP ME”. They will tell that at that moment that
God met them at that moment of desperation and crying out from the
pit of their soul, and delivered them just like that, in a moment, in
a snap, just like that. They will tell you that at that moment God
snatched the very appetite of the drugs, alcohol or whatever their
problem was at that very moment, and they never went back to that
bondage or looked that way again. They will tell you that “He who
the Son sets free is free indeed.”

I know many of you that are reading
this are struggling with such addictions and yet you are professing
to be saved, Christians, etc. That is not the issue here, but the
issue here is that there is hope, there is deliverance and there is
help for you, at the very moment that YOU MAKE A DECISION, I AM
TRHOUGH WITH THIS AND YOU CRY OUT TO GOD OUT OF THE PIT OF YOUR SOUL
WITH A FIERY DESPERATION. There is no habit, addiction, lust, bondage
or whatever that has control over you, that cannot be broken and
destroyed by the power, word and the anointing of God. Most of the
times believers and people are afraid to tell their spouse, mate,
pastor, family or friends about their secret struggles because of the
shame, embarrassment and the condemnation that other people will look at them with or put on them. So people continue to walk around with their addictions and bondage of sins, and lusts of the flesh because there is no one that they feel they can trust or share their problem with.

Beloved let me inform you whether you
are professing to be saved or not, whether you are a pastor, bishop,
apostle or holding some other office in ministry, there is hope,
freedom and deliverance for you once and for all. And you can have it
when you desperately want it. You may have been rejected, abandoned
and already condemned by the church, family members or other people,
you may have been given up for lost and dead by people who once loved
you, but Beloved God wants you to know today right now, there is
hope, grace, strength and victory for you. There is a great future
for you. There is help, for your right now, at the point of your
DESPERATE CRY to Him.

I am so happy that I was able to
deliver this love letter to you on behalf of the Lord God who made
heaven and earth and on behalf of the One who gave His Son Jesus
Christ to die, suffer and rise just so you could be totally free from
all bondage, and DEBILITATING & FATAL ADDICTIONS & HABITS.

Some final words: People of God let us
not abandon, reject and overlook the hurting, the dying and the
wounded souls. But let us be as Jesus and be moved with compassion to help, to heal, to feed, clothe or visit the sick and imprisoned. For inasmuch as we have did it or did it not to the least of these, we do it or do it not unto the Lord. - Matthew 25:35-40.

God bless you Beloved,

Christ's Friend,

Dr. Melody Barclay