Be encouraged. Our Father God has not forgotten this act of obedience from you. You may think that the reward will one day be your Boaz or Ruth. But if you look right now you will know that God has been covering you with divine favor and protection already. DO NOT give up and lose this. Having sex with someone, that temptation will be like jumping off a cliff. Once you do there will be no scramble back up to undo. God will help you. Just ask. I know.