Just a little something that is on my mind.

This is the day that the Lord has made, I am Blessed to be in the land of the living. I want to share something with you on the past week I was again in the hospital, it is the nature of the illness that I have been diagnosed with. There are times that I get completely frustrated I want to be in a different place I get tired of always feeling tired and not at my best. Having Lupus is hard and especially when it attacks in the way that it has on me lately. I am in constant pain, I am always tired, I take so many pills a day that it gets tiring. On top of that I am raising my two beautiful children, but the one thing that gives me peace is that I know that Jesus has it all in control. I trust Jesus and I know tha t it is He that keeps me . If it were not for Jesus I could not have made it through all that I have been through in this life. It was Jesus that kept me through all of the abuse that I suffered it was Jesus that helped me keep my mind when everything around me was going wrong. When the memories of sexual abuse came back and the nightmares and the feelings of worthlessness came washing over me it was Jesus who made the difference in my life it was Jesus who showed me tha He was there and Jesus who walked with me through it all. And when the doctors said I had lupus and only a few years to live it was Jesus who kept me. During the times I am sitting in the hospital, when my body is in pain and I am feeling down, when doctor after doctor is saying all the wrong tihings it is Jesus and my belief in Him that keeps me pressing my way. It is Jesus who assures me that He is walking with me and beside me. It is Jesus who lets me know that I will not die from a disease that has killed so many it is Jesus that lets me know that He will be with me through the pain it is Jesus who takes the pain from my body it is Jesus who helps me to rest. And It is Jesus who I will forever lean and depend on. Know that through all that you go through If you do not have Jesus you will not make it it is my belief in Jesus Christs as my only begotten savior and the knowledge that the Holy Ghost lives inside of me the evidence of which is speaking in tounges that I know that I can make it through anything. I love the Lord , He heard my cry and pittied my every groan as long as I live and troubles rise I will hasten to His throne.

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i am pray for you!
MAY GOD HEAR YOUR PRAYERS AMEN
Prophetess Lisa through all your trials and storm The Saviour is preparing you with the strength to withstand whatever will come our way in the last days so be Bless and give Him the Glory and the Praise. Because in that day you will be rejoicing.. Blessings my Sister
God bless you Prophetess Hunt. Keep on keeping on Jesus will not leave or forsake you...good testimony :)
REMEMBER THAT THE LORD LEAVE THE HOLY SPIRIT IS WITH YOU NO MATER WHAT IT IS WHAT COMES TO YOU IT MAY HAPEN THAT YOU DO NOT LIKE WHAT YOU ARE SEEING NOW BUT KNOW THAT GOD HAVE A PLAN FOR YOU FOR GOOD
HOLD ON IN GOD FOR A HEALING TRUST IN HIS NAME PAUL SAYS THAT I MAY KNOW HIM THE POWER OF HIS RESOLUTION
I HAVE IT THAT U WILL BE HEALED

IF YOU AGREE OR LIKE TO HAVE A PRAYERS WITH ME PLEASE MAIL ME VJJMAN@YAHOO.COM

from Pastor Teloria Williams
Holy Ghost Powerhouse
Worldwide Ministries
Praise Him! My sister be encouraged. I went through a health issue in 1992. My dad just died. My daughter born in 1998 diagnosed with ADHD and put on medicine. My son born with sickle cell trait, asthma ,and bronchitis. My husband decided he did not want the responsibility and we divorced. My mom was left a widow. I am an only child so I drove for 1 year (3 1/2 hrs). twice a week to check on her.Then the doctors sent me from Tuscaloosa to Birmingham to St. Vincents hospital. I remember the specialist inserting the IV in my arm and pumping a type of dye in. When I woke up the nurse was pulling the curtain and crying, the doctor said We are sorry but you have Crohn's disease and because it is so new, we have no cure. We can only keep you out of pain. and make you comfortable. Go home and get your affairs in order. I began preaching in that year and if it is one thing I know (If GOD doesn't deliver -I still know he's able.) I told them don't cry for me The WORD says I shall; live and not die and I believe evrything that is in there that applies to me. If HE did'nt mean it He would not have said it. I had two babies at home in daycare waiting for mommy. I Don't have time to die. I have got to lead them into the love of GOD. I have a job to do, I refuse to accept this. I was a teacher. The people on my job made it difficult for me. I couldn't do certain things and attend certain meetings because I had crohn's. They only made it harder for me. God told me "TAKE IT,SO YOU CAN MAKE IT. I had to remember my goal. To feed and clothe my children and keep them provided for. I can relate to your situation and I tell you from the bottom of my heart HOLD ON old SOLDIER. Endure Hardness as a Good soldier. Hang on. We have a reward at the end if we faint not. Much Luv!!!
God Bless !
Asst Pastor Teloria Williams
Holy Ghost Powerhouse
Tuscaloosa, Al

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