Angelica Kiara's Page

I don't want to die
But I have no regret
So I have to lie
To keep it a secret

I used to be addicted
But now I have control
But I have been misread
Looks like I've lost my soul

I don't want to go back
To where I used to be
To get on the wrong track
Forget that I am me

Maybe that is what I want
To forget who I am
My only confidant
All others are a sham

I am all alone
Just me and my knife
And the knife condones
What I do with my life

It is my deepest desire
To feel the steady flow
For my soul… Continue

ugly feelings
My biggest critic is me.
Peering into the looking glass and hating what I see.
Hiding within a prison.
A prison hand made by me.
A prison that I hide in so that no one has to see.
Hiding my ugliness from the world
When all I really deserve is to be hurled.
Hurled away from humanity.
From a world so obsessed with vanity.
And all I want to do is hide
Because Im just a girl whos slowly dieing inside.
The ugly duckling that never became beautiful
The girl who lived with this all her li… Continue

The Edge
Standing at the edge of forever
Peering into the darkness
A breeze floats across my face
Like that of a lover's caress

One step is all it will take
To step into eternity
But, reluctantly I turn away
Turn to face reality

But I will be back here soon
Whether in a week or perhaps a day
Standing at the edge of forever
Wondering if I should go or if I should stay

Convict me, a crime has taken place
inside my head, behind my broken face;
I found you from your perch in the past
to bring you pain, a punishment to last...
Condemn me, call me for what I surely am
A heartless killer, coming out to damn
perhaps only myself, but I have shut down
passed careing, passed the limits of my town.

Tremble in fear as I reverse the script
wandering so malevolently within your crypt.
In your eyes, I yearn to see such writheing and pain
call me insane, but tonight the uns… Continue