I know that you are indeed enjoying the blessings of God in your life--because you're still here. Perhaps you are someone who has never trusted in Jesus Christ for your salvation, but I want you to know that grace has been extended to you--and mercy pleads our case. If you are willing to believe that God sent his Son Jesus to die for sin (ours), then you can be saved. No matter where you are, what you look like, who you know, what you've done, who you did it with, how long you did/did not do it, not even how bad it seems to you. Why don't you trust Him!