I want to invite you to call in on my prayer line for prayer I am praying for leaders please share with other as well or come share what God is speaking to you. 218-632-1487 code 1205 M,T, W 10am -1pm TH, F 7pm-8:30pm
My heart is breaking right now Im so saddened because of the way I allowed the devil to decieve me and use me. I wasted so much of my life. And I really love God and let Him down so. I spent so much of my life looking to belong somewhere. Never had a real family, Dont know what real love feels like. It always hurts so. Looking at other people and there families makes me sad. I wish I had what they have. No Im not coveting which is to wish I had it and they didn't. But I wish I had the love and togethernes they seem to enjoy. Someone who loved me when I was a growing up. ( a family) I spent my life trying to fit into other peoples families. My mom and dad weren't there. My brother and sister suffered from the same brokenness i did. He's been in jail from child hood till now, and my sister contracted aids trying to fit in somewhere. Its hard to be sucessful at something when your filled with rejection. Im sorry I dont mean to burden you, I just had to get it out and there's no one else to talk to. Now look at me, Opressed by demons, I"m praying that this oppression isn't unto death. What a waste. sometimes we grow up so alone and try to be so brave about it because of shame we never tell anyone. We just suffer alone in silence. Its not Good for the man to be alone. You know you can be in a crowd of a miilon people and still be all alone without some one to love you. and Im not just talking about the opposite sex. I mean just someone there who cares and understands. That really gets you and its ok. I foud no rest for my heart so i drowned it in drugs and alcohol. I didnt know at the time that it would make me into a slave. I was dead for 25 years and now that im awake (not using anymore) my heart is breaking under the weight of my sins and for what my life has been, I made so many mistakes. Please pray for me I am truely sorry for my sins.
God Bless you.
Black Preaching Network
Spirit's Comments
Comment Wall (64 comments)
You need to be a member of Black Preaching Network to add comments!
Join Black Preaching Network
M.Jones
www.holyboastnetwork.com
One of many videos created by me using Adobe After Effects CS4 and Sony Vegas 9.0 and rendered in HD 1080P.
Find more music like this on Faith-Space.com
God Bless you.
Thank you for the invitation. I accept. Looking forward to your response.
Welcome to
Black Preaching Network
Sign Up
or Sign In
ADVERTISEMENTS
Featured Local Chapters
California Members
337 members
445 Comments 53 LikesMusicians
846 members
804 Comments 97 LikesYouth and College Minist…
855 members
860 Comments 125 LikesParents in Ministry
460 members
406 Comments 70 LikesMarried Couples in Minis…
925 members
866 Comments 146 LikesDallas / Fort Worth Memb…
496 members
841 Comments 46 LikesPAW- Pentecostal Assembl…
647 members
589 Comments 85 LikesFull Gospel Baptist Chur…
500 members
56 LikesNational Baptist Convent…
383 members
323 Comments 49 LikesGMWA - Gospel Music Work…
404 members
287 Comments 60 LikesCOGIC - Church of God In…
875 members
799 Comments 132 LikesNational Baptist Convent…
503 members
396 Comments 72 LikesInternational Members
420 members
516 Comments 47 LikesTenessee Chapter
253 members
391 Comments 23 LikesDelaware Pastors,Leaders…
356 members
195 Comments 20 LikesHOUSTON,TX
438 members
934 Comments 41 LikesAmerican Baptist College…
237 members
135 Comments 21 LikesVirginia Members
322 members
427 Comments 27 LikesWashington DC Metro Area…
398 members
598 Comments 39 LikesChicago Members
426 members
626 Comments 37 Likes© 2024 Created by Raliegh Jones Jr.. Powered by
Badges | Report an Issue | Terms of Service