In 2003, I was let go from my job, in a Church where the Pastor was known but no one knew from where he was grown. Lots of Chaos in this Ministry, but I was a part of it. Since 2003, my life has not been stable, no Prophecies,, from ALL the hundreds of Prophets that gave me WORD has come to pass, no stability,,,,,NOTHING. I am currently in a dry season and all that is happening and has happened since 2003 is loss,,,,. LOSS CAR, LOSS JOBS, LOSS JOB after JOB,,,and most of all I jost lost my MOTHER on Christmas Day. Where is the Lord and why is he doing this? I have prayed, fasted, cried out until i lost weight, hope, joy, peace, stability and everything. NO ONE can identify with this and seemingly they have no answers. I am part of a church that I dont want to be there and fighting to stay. My health is being challenged. Why has GOD NOT COME THROUGH AND RELEASED MY HARVEST? I often wonder,,,is it because I am not in a Calling, but I was walking in that and ALL HELL was STILL BREAKING LOSE. YES,,, I want to know what is going on? Is this witchcraft, voodoo, or what? Lots of what is happening to me is like it's out of my control. Why wont GOD Tell me or show me what to do or where to go?