HI I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU FOR CHOOSING TO TAKE OUT TIME TO READ WHAT GOD HAS PLACED IN ME...

 

   I AM A RECOVERING ALCOHOLIC/ADDICT AND GOD HAS DELIVERED ME FROM A HOPELESS STATE OF MIND AND BODY.  I GIVE ALL HONOR AND GLORY TO GOD.

 

   I STARTED DRINKING AS A TEENAGER JUST TO FIT IN.  I KNEW NOTHNG ABOUT HOW TO COPE WITH LIFE ON LIFE TERMS.  I WAS ABUSED AND BEAT UP AS A STUDENT THROUGH SCHOOL. I GOT BAD GRADES ONLY BECAUSE I WAS BULLIED AND COULD NOT CONCENTRATE FOR FEAR OF THE NEXT AFTER SCHOOL BUTT KICKING.  I HAD MY FIRST DRINK AT THE AGE OF 15. I WAS LIVING WITH MY FATHER WHO I HAD A RESENTMENT AGAINST BECAUSE HE WAS NOT WITH MY MOTHER.  AND WITH THIS OTHER LADY AND HER KIDS,  WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME THAT HE COULD NOT STAY WITH ME SO I WAS ANGRY AS A CHILD FROM THE BEGINNING.  I STARTED HAVING SEX YOUNG TO.  I HAD MY FIRST CHILD AT 16 AND DIDNT STOP TIL I WAS 34 AND 6 CHILDREN WAS IN MY HOUSE.  BUT ALL WHILE MAKING CHILDREN AND MANY BAD CHOICES I BECAME ADDICTED TO DRUGS AND ALCOHOL.  YOU NAME IT FROM E AND J TO CRACK COCAINE I WAS A HOT MESS.  I PROSTITUTED, I TRICKED AND I MANIPULATED TO GET WHAT I WANTED AND COULD CRY AT THE DROP OF A HAT.  WHY THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE,  IM NOT DONE BECAUSE GOD IS A HEALER AND A DELIVERER.  I WENT FROM MAN TO MAN TO WOMAN LOOKING FOR LOVE IN ALL OF THE WRONG PLACES. HURT, ABUSED IN NEED OF A TOUCH.  BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT GOD WOULD AND COULD TOUCH ME LIKE NO OTHER.  GLORY TO GOD HE IS A HEALER,  HE HAS AND IS STILL IN THE PROCESS OF FIXING ME AND KEEPING ME AMEN.  I AM TODAY WHOLE, COMPLETE AND LACKING NOTHING IN CHRIST JESUS.  AND GOD HAS PLACED IN MY HEART A HEART FOR WOMEN WHO ARE IN RECOVERY.  NOT JUST FROM DRUGS AND ALCOHOL BUT FROM DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, BAD RELATIONSHIPS WITH FAMILY, MATES AND SELF.  WE CAN RECOVER IN GOD.  GOD IS A MIRACLE WORKING GOD,  FOR I KNOW I SHOULD NOT BE HERE TODAY BUT GOD'S GRACE AND MERCY HAS ME HERE. 

 

 

MORE TO COME.............  YOU BE ENCOURAGED AND KNOW THAT GOD IS AND HE IS A REWARDER TO THEM THAT DILIGENTLY SEEK HIM.

 

YOUR SISTER IN RECOVERY

PAMELLLA REID

NEVA ALONE.

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Sister Praise God. It does not matter how heavy the load. You must hold on to God's
unchanging hand. And though we have problems where there sometimes seems to be no
end there is an anwer "JESUS". Don't stop telling your story. Somebody needs to hear.

thank you be blessed

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