thank you for the encourgement;

[barbara a pope]

hello and god bless you all if i had time i would thank everyone but i cant remember all the names but i thank you all for the encouragement Moe,Rea,Elissa,Janis,Loralee to just hear you went through the same thing with your sister it touched my heart i am holding back the tears as i read your post on your sister to know that they didn't even care that they both were somebody that had people that loved them I'm glad her husband stayed,see my Daugherty's husband couldn't take it so he abandoned her and the baby had i not been there to step in my Daugherty would have gone to a home and died and her baby to a foster home but god knew that was not in his plan he is still not in voled in the babies life his lost because she is beautiful and well loved and not wanting for anything my time i had with her mother and her brougth life back into me there were times i wanted to let her go because of other people telling me how selfish i was and she was suffering but there is no suffering in Christ and she lived a saved life until the end she walked up in to heaven the angels were rejoicing for her soul god was good to her the baby and my family because had we listen to the doctors and others we would have missed out on the blessing god had for us and he said it was not so and for the faith believing and hope and prayers god gave us 4 years 11months and32 day es.and i am thankful for all that he did it wasn't the doctors it was and only god that gave her life and through her life people were saved delivered and set free from all bondage get joy just talking about it one lady didn't even believe in a god she came into the room looking for someone Else and Begin talking to me i started to tell her about my daughter and she be gain to cry and say oh my god and i said oh yes it was and is god who has kept her just thees two years here in this hospital and she be gain to cry and asked me to pray for her she said i dint believe in him because he took my mom from me and i went through so much abuse from my father brothers and cousin i be gain to explain to her it wasn't god god doesn't want to see you suffer the devil does see you needed someone in your life to help you all these years and they weren't there but i am here right now to let you know i went through the same thing not my father but my brothers and pastors abused me and god didn't take your mother the drugs she was abusing did but god loves you unconditional no man can change that and if you would be gain to tell him yes he will forgive you and with open arms he will receive you and love on you like never before and that day be gain a new life for her in the room with my daughter so i know god kept her here for a reason and the lives she touched i will never forget.yes some days with her were hard but no matter how tired i was i was in it to win until the end i wasen't going to giving up on my baby i will forever give all praise and glory to god for the things he has done for me and in me and for my daughter her life was worth it all i love you with the love of Christ be blessed and seek god first in all things and stand still and see the salvation of the lord move in your life be blessed.god loves you and so do i from the bottom of my heart i mean it.much love Barbara