The Lord has been taking me through a season of character development.. I am reminded of the song "He's preparing me"
the words state that for something I can't handle right now, he's getting me ready for the next level (dimension) in my life. He's preparing me. When we have an relationship with the Lord he will speak to you and let you know what he is doing. His desire is that when we look into his face he will see himself reflected in us. This season has been hard but it is for my good and once I realized that I know that my father loves me and knows what is best for me. Saints the father Loves us so much and wants us to grow up and be those vessels of honor that is meet for the Masters use.