How to speak to people that have no ears to hear with ?

I know that I often talk on such level so people have hard to understand me.

There is many events in life where we can say that people have to be there to understand what you talking about.....like music-concert, a special and great movie, an accident, your baby first steps and so on......

So how can I describe what have happen to me many times that am out of a normal person's understanding ?

I know when I open my church that I can only speak on a low level and if I find any person that am on a higher level in the spirit I have to talk to that person in another time because what we talking about can confuse people only so they are leaving the church.

I understand it's hard to understand that I have met God for real and not as a voice inside my brain.

For me is it three diffrent voices that am working in my life......

the first one that am God Almighty is the one that is coming so I can feel his presence in the same time as he is talking to me and more often have He coming to me as a bright light with a voice in the light. He only use the light in the dark when He have visit me between 2 and 4 in the night.

The first time God come was my daugther and I awake and had turn on all the light we had in our home as we were scared of all the moving around us of the air.

It started that we could feel like a wind and a light touch in our faces and around our bodies inside our home that had no windows open.

We had candles burning and we could see how strange it was burning down..... we had a candle-holder for three candles and when it was burned out was it like a a hill......it was one almost not burned candle and then a little more burned and then the third that was almost burned down.......I think it was a message in it......

I did art in that time too even if I had not done it before did I felt like I should do it and it come to me to paint Himalayas mountains and first black horses but I changed them to white almost immidetly......

It was a very strange time a week before God come down to us......

One strange thing was when God waked up me at 2 o'clock in the night and He was talking to me in a bright light and told me to go to a church and I had not been in a church for 15 years and not in USA as I lived in.

I asked God what for a church and God answered " I will show you "

Then I asked what I should tell them and God answered me " I will show you "

I didn't knew it was Sunday but I find the church and I also find what to tell the Bishop when I stood face to face with him.

...and as always did the church not take me serious even if it happen many strange things in the church that Sunday..... They only asked me to come back but God never come back to that church as they didn't took me serious.

I know that I working for God by test church people and preachers if they take me serious when things happen when I enter their church but they are so selfish and frighten that someone should take over the church and the money it gets so they never let me in......

The second voice is inside my head.....this voice only tell me short messages and reveal things for me

The third voice is also inside my head but it explain to me about things and it the voice is like coming from outside and slides in inside my brain......it always is coming from the right side of my head.....


Like one time when I was trying for to save money for the airline ticket back home to Sweden from USA.

I couldn't resist to buy me a walkman when my old walkman had been stolen but I had still my CD's .

I sat on the bus and I was talking to God inside my brain and asked God to forgive me my sin to use some of the money for a walkman.

Immidetly did I heard the voice telling me this :

" Do you think I only have one amount of money for you ? I have un-limit money for you to take from " when he talks does it sounding like he is sad...almost crying so I felt it so deep in my heart that I had hurted God.....

I knew what he was talking about and I felt me so dumb to think that God had any limits.... and I asked God to forgive me for being so dumb....

I think that voice can belong to Jesus Christ because I hear his disappointing over us people..... we all have failed God and the whole spirit world...... and this voice have been a human once.....and been miss-treated of people when he lived on earth.....

It was once a man saw whom I was .......

It was in Easter in one of the biggest church in USA and they had a pray-room ...the whole story is too long to tell but I start by saying that the woman I rent a room at had going angry at me in the church and left me there and it was too long way for me to walk back so I sat in the pray-room for to see if I could get a ride home....

In one time was I alone with a woman in her 60's that had a bad leg so she walked with crucher/sticks.

God had told me to take my art-bag with me to the church so I sat and did some drawings when I was waiting.....

Suddenly did I hear God telling me to go to that woman that had been sitting and reading her Bible for about 2 hours.

I bowed my knees and took her legs in my hand and she started to say loudly " Thank you God " and was laughing and was so happy when I hold her paralized leg.

I went back and did my arts and after a little while did the woman walk out from the pray-room and in to the empty church...

she was walking normal with no sticks in her hands.....

I was not thinking about what happen because I was creating paintings.....but she must have been walking in to the Pastor office and told a junior Pastor about the healing in the pray-room.

The young man come and bow in front of me and with a face of real adore/admir/worshipping did he look up on me and asked me what he could do for me......I felt it was so strange because I only had done what God had told me and I don't take any credits for the healing as it is God that have given me the power of healing.

I said I wanted a ride home. The young boy said he should go and get his car that he had at home because he had travelled with another to the church.

I was wondering why he never showed up when he was so exited about me......

after some hours did I get a ride of some elders....

I come back to that church in Easter time next year and in the service did they say that we should think about their junior Pastor that hd died in a car accident the year before......

I feel me very guilty to have asked for a ride of the young man because he was not on earth with his mind after have come to know someone that was send of God..... I know I look different because I could feel like another person was in my body.....and it was what the young man saw when he looked in my face.....

Yeah....you can only be with me to see it and understand it........I can't describe it how it is when I feel someone taken over my body and mind from the spirit world...from God's army.....

When I do healing , do I feel like it is not me doing it so I don't know what I say and do in that time of healing....

you have to see to believe......

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