let go

[Angelica Kiara]

I don't want to die
But I have no regret
So I have to lie
To keep it a secret

I used to be addicted
But now I have control
But I have been misread
Looks like I've lost my soul

I don't want to go back
To where I used to be
To get on the wrong track
Forget that I am me

Maybe that is what I want
To forget who I am
My only confidant
All others are a sham

I am all alone
Just me and my knife
And the knife condones
What I do with my life

It is my deepest desire
To feel the steady flow
For my soul to light on fire
To really just let go