I am locked in a Spiritual Battle for my life right now, and somethings were just confirmed to me through a series of manifestations of the Gifts of the Holy Spirit on the prayer line! I am not one to just sit back and do nothing, so I want to surround myself with Strong, Spiritually Mature Prayer Warriors (Men & Women, Night & Day), until I recieve this breakthrough and I can FEEL the release in the spirit realm all around me..

I feel as though I am being smothered to death at times, like the powers of hell are encamped around me so that I can barely catch my breathe.. I can get around some people who are Church going Christians, and I can just about feel my spirit withdrawing deep within me.. Something is wrong! I do not know what it is, or if I am picking up on something amiss in them or in me.. But I do not like it, nor do I understand it..

I just joined a church that I like so much, and I love the people there. But I actually feel like someone or some people are praying something against me, either it is out of sheer ignorance or there is something more.. When I go to church, I instantly know that I am being talked about, discussed, and some of the things being said are straightout lies from the pits of hell..

I get around members of the church, and it is like I can see some on the phones, computers or face to face with someone, and they are discussing me, talking about me.. They are assuming things that are not right, and I do not know how to confront this, or handle it.. Also, everytime I sense this, I have to fight the powers of Hell within and around my life so much it is taking a toll on my health & body..I do not want to start an all out war in the church, but I do want whatever this is to stop, or at least understand it..

If any one on this site knows of special prayer groups or prayer warriors who would be able to handle this situation I would love to contact them. I want to surround myself 24/7 if I can, with prayer. So if any members here who feel lead of the Lord to pray personally with me, please, by all means contact me.. I need all the help I can get! I am an Ex-Demoniac, I was possessed for 24 yrs. of my life, so I understand the powers of Hell very well.. But I do not know what this one is, can anyone help me or stand with me?..

Respectfully, Min.Tracey Estes

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