I feel me so lonely. The loneliness is in two ways.
The first are loneliness as a woman wanting a man in my daily life but the most loneliness is in my walk with God.

God come and took me from my home and made me go away from my husband that was buddy with satan and I wanted also go away from my husband but I was too weak to could do it by myself but after God had been to me and my daugther did I get a great strength to walk away from him and it didn't scared me that he had said many times that he should kill me if I ever walked from him.

I really had to deal with satan some weeks before God come forward.

I still can remember the smell that was in the bedroom one night.

My husband waked me up and wanted me to smell the strange ugly smell that was in the air.

It was a mix of rotten wood, and the smell after a thunder blitz and then was it this wet smell of dirt. It was like someone had coming in from a grave.

Another time did my husband waked me up in the night and said he had a strange dream and he told me how he had been locked in like a cafe.

I sat and heard him describe it and how he felt to be by himself there.

When he had stopped talking, did I say that I had just been there too in the same cafe but I went out from the cafe and find me be in hell.

There was a grey-withe world where no sun or moon was shinging. There was people walking around in a black rob and hood and they were screaming but no sound was coming out from them. They was real white in their skin of not seen the sun for a long time.

They seemed to be blind because they walk around without founding each other.

They didn't hear either, they had no contact at all with each other.

When have seen this I sat at a stair to the cafe' and there come many known devils from pictures people have done.

They come to me and asked me to open the door to the cafe and I said I had no key to the door but they didn't believed me and was going more angry for every time I said they couldn't come with me and I couldn't open the door...

My husband waked me up just when a being come with the black rob and hood and there was no face in it ...instead was it a gloing dark green whirl in the hood and it wanted to suck me in to the black area and the green whirl in the hood so I was happy that my husband saved me without knowing it.

Then some weeks later come God and took me out from that marriage.

In 2 years was I wondering what to do with my husband because I only heard that it was forbidden to divorce according to some churches I was in.

I was happy when God was talking to me about that issue and God said that it was ok to divorce if a person had married a person before she or he was born again...after been born again I can't divorce because now when I know God should I go for a man is telling me to marry.

Marriage can't be built on sex. A marriage must be build of faith and love in God from both sides.

I need a man that I am sure love God before me and a man that want to live as the Bible say.

This is for people like me that am not married after been born again. For those who am married after been born again must work on their marriage, they must start to talk to each other because they can divorce and separation is the same as be divorced because if two are married, they should live/stay together.

When coming back to Sweden did I divorced my husband in 2004 and we had no kids between us.


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