At 10:16pm on May 17, 2010, James Franklyn Everett said…
My heart is breaking right now Im so saddened because of the way I allowed the devil to decieve me and use me. I wasted so much of my life. And I really love God and let Him down so. I spent so much of my life looking to belong somewhere. Never had a real family, Dont know what real love feels like. It always hurts so. Looking at your family makes me sad. I wish I had what you have. No Im not coveting which is to wish I had it and you didn't. But I wish I had loved and togetherness Someone who loved me when I was a growing up. ( a family) I spent my life trying to fit into other peoples families. My mom and dad weren't there. My brother and sister suffered from the same brokenness i did. He, been in jail from child hood till now, and my sister contracted aids. Trying to fit in somewhere. Its hard to be sucessful at something when your filled with rejection. Im sorry I dont mean to burden you, I just had to get it out and there's no one else to talk to. Now look at me, Opressed by demons, I"m praying that this oppression isn't unto death. What a waste. sometimes we grow up so alone and try to be so brave about it because of shame we never tell anyone. We just suffer alone in silence. Its not Good for the man to be alone. You can be in a crowd of a miilon people and still be all alone without some one to love you. and Im not just talking about the opposite sex. I mean just someone there who cares and understands. That really gets you and its ok. I foud no rest for my heart so i drowned it in drugs and alcohol. I didnt know at the time that it would make me into a slave. I was dead for 25 years and now that im awake my heart is breaking under the weight of my sins. Please pray for me I am truely sorry for my sins.
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Father God I come to you right now in the name of Jesus and pray that you give this brother rest from the torment of his feelings of hurt. I pray God that you clean his thoughts and give him new thoughts that he never thought that he could have. Cast out anything that is not of you God right now in the name of Jesus as he read this post Father, allow him to feel your power and as he humble himself before you allow him to experience your power and see you for the GREAT God that you are. Lord, have mercy on my brother and allow him to feel the love that you have for him, allow him to understand the death that Jesus did on the cross for him and allow him the understanding of the unrest Jesus had before going to the cross and how Jesus prayed that the cup pass him, but how Jesus put aside his flesh fears and allowed your WILL to be done, so that we may live. Lord God, I am asking this in faith, that you will allow him to feel your presence in his life and erase the pains of the past from his memory and allow him to experience the joy that you have promised us. Lord, I am thanking you in advance for what you are going to do in this brothers life so that he maybe a LIVING witness for you. Lord, you are controller of ALL and ANYTHING, Lord use him in a mighty way, so that he may tell someone else who may go through the same thing....that JESUS IS REAL and that ALL things are possible for those which believe. I asking this in your precious name...Amen...and Amen..

Brother, keep praying and seeking Gods face, you are about there...this is why you are being so tormented in your flesh, stand on Gods promises and watch the glory of God. Your past will be just that and you won't even remember those feelings...you will try to explain it but it will seem minoot....I will continue to keep you up in prayer.

In Love, Sis. Denise
Prayer is always good but He's set in his ways to preform on this site beloved. Remember the Church consist of manifold ways to get the job done . there are 9 gifts we Work out of Gal 5:22 and 19 works of the flesh mind and emotion bring manifest. this perticular manifestation is emulation, envy problem with who they are. The belly of the whale was remedy for one of our own Jonas and his people problem my love God employed direct and singled out confinement. a couple of days in an 8x10 with Hector and Big Buster Jr. would work wonders.(smile) read gal. chapter 6: verse 7. sowing reproduces mulitiplicity. he dont get to do it and get away with it he had space to repent. Some 900 yrs. old men has sucseeded in the walk of life with out biatant offence. Kalap did'nt get to fight till he was what 80? who may be poised to take up his torch. I dont think anyone here caused this but it a manifestation thats in and needs away out.
I just got back from the hospital and was so happy to see your post. It made my heart glad to tears to see your concern and love. I prayed that God would show me His Love in a real way that I could experiance it on the inside of me. Not just in my head. Im tired of hideing. I want people to see my heart, to see me, without me haveing to feel ashame about who I am or about my past, without feeling that people wont like my goofy smile (yes it's sort of goofy) or will dispise me for my intellegence. So afraid of being alone all the time, But the very thing I feared has come upon me. I just wanted to be liked, but its so hard. Its so hard. I went to the hospital yesterday because my heart was palpitating and my breathing was short. They put a cathiter in my groin and up to my heart to look around. you know I had go through this alone. After the proceedure they wanted me to call someone to take me home cause it was dangerous for me to walk so soon after the proceedure. But i didn't have anyone to call................... So The nurse and her secretary drove me home themselves. Praise God. I believeGod did that for me. I just want to thank you sooooo much for you prayers and your kindness it really means alot to me. Mabey Just Mabey God will turn this life of mine into a testimoney. Mabey someones hurting like me and when I experiance Gods love in my heart till its overflowing I can then offer that love to someone else who's heart is hurting like mine.
Now Thats what i'm talking about. Surely The Lord retrieved glory in this report. Brother keep on depositing Glory riches towards the account. You just blessed me!
oh my reply was to Mr.James Franklyn Everette Not the 80 year old heckler of the Gospel of peace. The older should teach the younger Mr. everette. very good deposit.
Brother James, I commend you for your boldness to come forth and seek help. It takes a Brave Soul to expose yourself and I thank God for you. Rather you know it or not you just told the devil I'm not taking it anymore To God be the Glory. We all sin and come short of the Glory of God. But the wonderful thing is that he loves us, he forgives us, and he takes care of his own. The devil can't hold you to your sins, I declare that now. God forgives you and now you have to ask him to teach you how to forgive yourself. When you learn to forgive yourself, then you leave sin where God put it, UNDER THE BLOOD! Encourage yourself daily, Every morning when I get up I tell myself that I am more than a conqueror through Jesus Christ who strengthens me, I am a child of the most high God, and I speak victory in my life. You have to read that word and talk it to yourself. I am going through some difficulty right and some times it takes me about 2 hours every morning talking to God and encouraging myself, but I keep on climbing. I'll call God on his word, I have to re surrender that stuff I took back, ask for forgiveness over and over again, it's okay. He forgives and forgets. Let go and let God have his way in your life is my prayer for you. May the peace of God comfort you and strengthens you. Keep your head up. Bless you my brother.
Thank you for your words of encouragement I recieve them with Love thank you
It has been a while since I have been on the net, so how are things for you today. My continued prayers are with you.
Hi and thank you for your prayers and concern. Im going to a deliverance prayer session friday to have the demonic spirits disloged from me. so keep me in prayer it has been ruff. my bowels are really messed up and at times it feel like small tears are being made espeacially when being prayed over. my strengh is being asorbed when i go into praise and worship. I figure thats what the demon is after my praise and my worship. Its uncomfortable and taxing but im holding on and keeping my faith firmly planted in God. I can't believe this came in through watching a movie on my computer. But I was doing some surfing and came across a site, Transferance of spirts. and the evangelist there said have you ever sat at you computer and watched a movie or something and suddenly feel a heaviness in you soulders or chest, and your head blows up like your sinus are infected and a gripping feeling about your kneck. These are demons that travel though cable and wirering. Described my symtoms to the letter. So im going to have them evicted friday. and ask the lord to fill me with his spirit so they cant get back in. Please keep me lifted up before God. Im in one heck of a battle but IM more than a conquerer in Christ Jesus. God Bless You.
I wonder why you have nothing better to do than to harrass a bunch of people on a social network...;.

Don't you think you would do better on a mainstream network?
My My My Mr. Everett.....TO GOD BE THE GLORY! I JUST LOVE WHEN WE CAN COME TO GOD AND UNDRESS OURSELVES! God is a faithful God...a trusting God...he is our redeemer, our refuge, our healer......he can do all things.........he is the God of all flesh is anything to hard for him. I thank you in the name of Jesus for this saint.....God where he is weak make him strong. The devil is a liar and a deceiver......you keep on giving God the praise and the honor for your situation and see what God will do for you. Remember if God is for you who can be against you! I pray that we all can disrobe our trueselves and allow the Holy Spirit to convict us. I am going through some unpleasant things in my life as well but God keeps providing for me and God continues to bless me in so many wonderful ways. I am also attending a Deliverance Prayer Session on July 29th! We will lift each other up in the Name of Jesus! Thanks for sharing and God bless you always!

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