What do you do when there is a musical conflict. This may seem strange but if it exists for me then it must exist for someone else.
I have been playing piano/organ since I can remember. I want to so desperately continue playing but I don't enjoy playing at all. That sounds crazy, right? I don't enjoy playing. I don't like to hear myself because I am not pleased with my playing. However, I know that I am not better than I am because I refuse to practice. You would think that I would practice if I knew it would make be play better. But I don't want to hear myself practice. I want to learn more but haven't been able to motivate myself to make it happen. What do I do? I know if I did better I would love it because in the midst of all that was just said, I have a love for playing. HELP!!!
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