Min.Tracey Estes's Blog – October 2009 Archive (8)

BROUGHT UP FROM THE DUST FROM A FIERY GRAVE, HELD BOUND THERE,CAPTIVE AND IN CHAINS. SURROUNDED BY DARKNESS A DEMONIC FORCE, LIFE IS A TORMENT FOR A LIVING CORPSE.



MENTALLY DETAINED, EMOTIONALLY DRAINED AND ON THE BORDER OF BEING INSANE. REJECTED, DEJECTED, BELITTLED AND DENIED, LOVE WAS ABANDONED FOR FALSE TRUTHS AND LIES.



HATED, MOCKED, SCREAMED AT AND BITTEN, ALL IS WELL AND ALL IS FORGIVEN. GROWING UP UNACCEPTED, DESPISED AND SPITEFULLY USED, RAPED AND… Continue

DEEPLY ROOTED IN THE WORD, GONNA LET MY LIGHT SHINE, PERSUADED TO STAND MY GROUND AND GOD'S KINGDOM WILL BE MINE.



DESTINED TO BELIEVE THAT HEAVEN WILL MY NEW HOME, I AM JUST PASSING THROUGH, I'LL KEEP TRAVELING ON.



SURROUNDED BY MY SAVIOR, SHELTERED IN HIS LOVING ARMS. HE IS NEVER OFFENDED BY ME NOR IS HE ALARMED.



DILIGENTLY SEEKING THE SCRIPTURES EVERYDAY AND NIGHT, MAKES ME STRONG WHEN I SPEAK THEM AND PUTS THE DEVIL TO FLIGHT..



WHEN ON MY… Continue

Though my mind is set on serving HIM, I seem to often fall.. More so when the pressures on, or my back is to the wall.. But nothing would make Satan happier, than to see me cry & crawl.. But I am not concerned in the least, at what he thinks of me..



Because I am in it for the long haul, whether I have to crawl , walk or fly.. I may shed quite a few tears too, during the course of the fight.. Though I shall never give up, as I battle on to the finish line of my… Continue

NOBODY” called
NOBODY” cared
NOBODY” my grief and sorrows to bare
NOBODY” to hold me
NOBODY” to console me
NOBODY” to come and stay
NOBODY” to serve me
NOBODY" with scriptures to stir me
NOBODY” turned the other way
NOBODY” encouraged me
NOBODY” helped me, and
NOBODY” hurt me.
NOBODY...



WRITTEN BY: MIN.TRACEY ESTES
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Victorious Deliverance Ministries

DEVIL I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW, THAT YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO LET ME GO... I DO NOT BELONG TO YOU, AND I NEVER DID... YOU WERE JUST ALLOWED TO TORMENT ME FOR A WHILE, IN YOUR CHAINS YOU KEPT ME BOUND...



BUT THE LOCKS WERE MADE BY GOD, AND HE DIDN'T HAVE THE KEYS... SO HE SENT HIS SON TO COME AND FIND THEM SO HE COULD RESCUE ME... HE BEAT YOU DOWN SATAN, AND TRAMPLED YOUR NAME, HE TOOK FROM YOU YOUR HIGH POSITION, AND YOU’RE GLORY & FAME...



ALSO,… Continue

SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I AM CAUGHT IN A TIDE, WHERE THE WAVES NEVER SEEM TO SUBSIDE..IT IS FROM HERE THAT SATAN APPEARS, AND TRIES TO USE FEAR TO ROUGHEN THE RIDE.



THOUGH I CAN FEEL THE UNDERTOW, AND THE DEVIL INTENDS TO BRING ME WOE..BUT I AM MOST FOR CERTAIN, THAT HE WILL BE HURTING, AT THE END OF THIS COURSE..



BUT RIDING HIGH ON THE WAVES, IS ONE , WHO COMES..GODS MOST PRECIOUS SON, HE KNOWS ALL THE WAVES AND MAKES THEM BEHAVE, AND CLEARS ALL THE DARK ,CLOUDY SKIES… Continue

WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE, WHO LIE, CHEAT AND STEAL.. WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE, WHO YOU CATCH GLARING AT YOU LIKE THEY WANT TO KILL.



WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE, THAT SAY THEY LOVE YOU ABOVE THE REST.. WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE, IT'S BEST TO JUST SUPPRESS. WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE, WHO SAY THEY WILL STICK BY YOUR SIDE.. WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE, ARE GONE WHEN THEY FEEL JUSTIFIED..



WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE, THEY ARE JUST LIKE ALL THE REST.. WITH FRIENDS LIKE THESE, MAKE YOU LONG FOR… Continue

IN THE CAVERN OF DARKNESS, I SAW LOST TORMENTED SOULS.. EACH IN THEY'RE OWN TORMENT, THAT WENT MANY LEVELS BELOW.. PLATFORM UPON PLATFORM, DID THE SOULS ARRIVE.. EACH CRYING OUT, SOME SCREAMING, OTHERS MOANING.. ALL LOST, FORGOTTEN, AND UNATTENDED..



EACH HAVING THEIR OWN PAIN, OWN MEMORY OF THEIR LIFE NEVER AGAIN TO OBTAIN.. HOW HEAVY THE DESPAIR, THE DARKNESS AND STRIFE. WITH EACH WAKING MINUTE I WAS THERE, I SCREAMED OUT FOR HELP TO GOD, BUT IT WAS JUST DEAD AIR.. SUDDENLY A… Continue