Being in the ministry now for a while, I've come across the most wicked and dominating spirit in the church,the spirit of oppression.Me,myself received my calling to the ministry after facing the true fork in the road.My whole life was built on the foundation of christ,but just as so many people it was just my inner voice,not my outward representation.So when I began my journey this time it was full out for the Lord.So I searched for a church that had substance as a whole not just the board[pastor,elders,annoited,prophets etc.]After laying out to the pastor the journey and the relvelation put upon me,the first thing out of his mouth was HE,would lead me in the direction I should go[wrong answer]I let him know that I promised the Lord I would'nt even consider preaching until I was released by the spirit of God.That was all he needed to hear,he began givng me text to read like 1cor.11:2-16 and after I began doing my own research and questioned him I became a thorn in his side,instead of an obediant servant.All this to say it's to many lost souls trying to get to the kingdom,and most have been annoited for a certain calling,but in their obediance to the Father,trying to fine like-minded christians we have to run into these arrogant people who is all about control,and has a possey of faithless followers who are in need of being lead by someone they think hears the word of God for them.To those of you in despair,seek the WORD OF GOD on your own,ask questions of those you see serving people,not their own self absorbed doctrine,taught to them by those who see church as a way to independance and fame,because true ministers of the Lord knows our works we are not judged by,and no man should need a spiritual covering,because as Romans 14:12 says,EACH OF US SHALL GIVE ACCOUNT OF HIMSELF TO GOD!!Do the task layed upon you by the Holy Spirit use the Bible as your starting point,research things yourself DON"T BE MISGUIDED by those who say you need a spiritual covering.Ask them to spread their hands wide lifted toward the Lord and if you don't see holes in both his hands walk on it's a snare